I Hate Myself
For being such a failure.
4 times.
Still fail.
WTH.
Again, I made mistakes which I have nv nv nv made before. No immediate failure yet super high score.
What's wrong with me?
Why must I make new mistakes everytime?
Why can't all the mistakes just happen at one go so I can pass the next time?
I'm damn angry with myself.
I spent so much time, effort and money and yet I still fail. When can I ever pass?
I'm so ashamed of myself.
I have nv failed one same thing over and over again for 4 times for goodness sake.
I'm so scared of failure. Especially it has happened so many times already.
I feel like taking a knife and stab myself. WTH ARE YOU DOING! WHY DID U FAIL AGAIN! WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU!!!
I really don't know.
I can bring my lubby luck. Finding a gd carpark slot when he is with me, spotting the right questions, remembering and knowing the solution of the exam questions after looking at my "pom pom toy". And yet, I can't bring luck to myself? for 4 times?
I really feel like giving up. Really.
I have nv felt so dispaired b4. This 打击is really sumthing I can't take.
I'm so scared that the 5th time will be another failure.
Then, I dunno what I can do.
God, pls help me. Pls tell me what I need to do. Pls teach me what I can do.
Thursday, April 30, 2009
Monday, April 27, 2009
Happy 11th Month Anniversary
To my Lubby...
Though we had arguments every now and then, though we say things dat may hurt each other every now and then, but I'm sure that we know very well in our heart that we love each other a lot.
Pls do not say all those negative things again. To me, you are always the best. No1 can ever replace ur position in my heart. And without you, my life will nv be complete.
The bear and the piglet in ur car is always sitting side by side, just like u and me. We will nv be apart and we will be together always. And now they are so cute with the little hat from Vietnam!!
Happy 11th Month anniversay my dear. Ai u~ I'm so looking forward to 27 May 2009!!!! :)
Happy Meal
Walked past Mac during lunch and saw the toys for Happy Meal. Immediately decided that I will da bao Happy Meal back to office for lunch.
The toys that they are giving now is cinnamoroll!!! So cute!!! My fav!!! And I was feeling a bit stressed and blue before lunch. But right after seeing the toys being offered, I felt so happy all of a sudden.
When I ordered the Happy Meal, the auntie took out 2 toys for me to choose. Both are some mickey mouse toys and I asked her eh dun haf the other one ar? Then she say haf haf havnt take out yet. Heng ar, if dun haf I dun wan Happy Meal liao.. haha.
I realised that Happy Meal is so suitable for me. I love burger (maybe next time I will tell them to take out the cheese and just give me hamburger coz I love Maac's hamburger), cup corn (corn is one of my fav food!!!) and apple juice. All so yummy. And Happy Meal is just the right size for me. If I order normal Mac meal, there will always be leftover fries.
And most importantly the toys they are giving make me happy!!! :) Although this wk's offer (mocha with sundae) is not the one I like but still as cute. So anyone if you happen to go Mac and eat Happy Meal and you dun wan the toy, pls pls pls give me ok? :P
Sunday, April 26, 2009
是这样吗？
是不是所有要让你知道的事情，都一定要用英语来呈现？用华语的，你就完全不管了吗？
如果你仔细看，你会发现我认识你之前，部落格都是只有话语字，没有任何英文。但是，我知道你不会读华文，所以我有多少次，是想要以华文书写的，却打消念头，改成英文了。
难道这还不够吗？
看到长长的华文文章，看到读不懂的华文标题，你就不加理会，认为那一篇文章不管你的事。又或者以为那是一首歌，你也就不感兴趣。
但是你知不知道每一篇文章背后都会有一个故事。即使是一首歌，也可能代表我的心情，或者想对你说的话。
是我的错吗？
明知道我的男朋友华文不行，还要写一大堆华文文章。其他人读了我要跟他说的话，他却看也没有看。只因为他认为如果我要告诉他任何东西，我一定会以英文书写。
我的第一语文是华语，我是用华语来思考的，很自然的，能够充分表达我的心情的是华语。
难道我要用华语写完后，再翻译成英文吗？
可能是我太自私，希望你会看我的每一片文章。可能是我太不讲理，希望你会花时间去看我的华文文章。
我是可以狠下心来，从此不再写英文的文章，你看得懂就看，看不懂也就算了。
但是，我想我做不到。
是不是所有要让你知道的事情，都一定要用英语来呈现？用华语的，你就完全不管了吗？
如果你仔细看，你会发现我认识你之前，部落格都是只有话语字，没有任何英文。但是，我知道你不会读华文，所以我有多少次，是想要以华文书写的，却打消念头，改成英文了。
难道这还不够吗？
看到长长的华文文章，看到读不懂的华文标题，你就不加理会，认为那一篇文章不管你的事。又或者以为那是一首歌，你也就不感兴趣。
但是你知不知道每一篇文章背后都会有一个故事。即使是一首歌，也可能代表我的心情，或者想对你说的话。
是我的错吗？
明知道我的男朋友华文不行，还要写一大堆华文文章。其他人读了我要跟他说的话，他却看也没有看。只因为他认为如果我要告诉他任何东西，我一定会以英文书写。
我的第一语文是华语，我是用华语来思考的，很自然的，能够充分表达我的心情的是华语。
难道我要用华语写完后，再翻译成英文吗？
可能是我太自私，希望你会看我的每一片文章。可能是我太不讲理，希望你会花时间去看我的华文文章。
我是可以狠下心来，从此不再写英文的文章，你看得懂就看，看不懂也就算了。
但是，我想我做不到。
Sunday Outing
Lubby and I brought my parents out to eat today. Wanted to bring them to old airport rd to try the nice food there but changed my mind last min as the weather is super hot. Dun feel like eating at a hawker. (But who noes it rains in the afternoon! Lubby was a bit sad coz he went to wash car b4 he came to fetch us and then rain in the afternoon!)
Went to Vivo instead. Ate at Kim Gary as parents have not been there b4. Lucky they find the food quite ok. Then we went shopping on our own til we met up again to have tea break at Toast Box. Tried their kaya toast and otah toast, not bad not bad. Lubby also bought the very famous used-to-be-at-Chinatown tutu kueh for us to try. Nice. Though a little too sweet.
Then we headed home.
A simple and happy Sunday. Shall bring my parents out more often. :)
Indulgence
My fren's dessert shop.
They sell a lot of different types of dessert.
Tried some of their dessert today. The oreo cheesecake was not bad. The custurd puff was just nice, not too sweet. The lemon Mashmallow was QQ and yummy. The lemon dunno wat, forgot the name.. :P was delicious. A little sour but the pastry is good.
If you happen to pass by Katong area, do visit them. The shop is located at Katong Mall, next to Cold Storage cashier area. Address is 112 East Coast Road #01-33 Katong Mall S411522. You may wanna visit their website http://www.indulgence.sg/.
And last but not least, some photos of the desserts that I tried today! :)
Saturday, April 25, 2009
有感而发
在Sapa的时候，欣赏着绿油油的风景，有感而发，拿了notebook和笔，开始写了起来。接着，每一天都会以这样的一个方式，写出了自己的感觉。就这样，有了这首诗。
送给我最爱的熊熊。
没有你的日子
离开家前万分不舍
多希望你是我的游伴
河内机场找不到司机
多希望你在我身旁
到达酒店与你通电话
弥补没有你的第一天
在参观旅游景点时
多希望照片中也有你的脸孔
相机储存卡出现问题
多希望你能帮我解决
没有你的第二天
时时刻刻不断想起你
在小巴四个小时的路程
庆幸你不必如此受罪
Halong Bay的风景如此迷人
多希望能与你一起欣赏
夜晚满天的繁星代替你
伴我度过没有你的第三天
在船上吃着面包加蛋
想念着你煮的爱心早餐
到处都是摩托车的马路
多希望有你牵我手
没有你的第四天好想你
在夜市买了件衣服送你
早上无聊在酒店看电视
多希望有你带我出去走
在街上闲逛想到你
若你也在肯定会汗流浃背
酒店的电脑无法操作
让没有你的第五天更孤单
第一次在火车上过夜
多希望你也能一起体验
Sapa迷人的天然景色
你一定也和我一样喜欢
晚饭后逛街买东西
就这样度过了没有你的第六天
穿上trekking shoes上山下水
多希望你也能一起了解当地居民生活
走在又窄又滑的山路
多希望你能牵着我给我安全感
手脚酸痛与皮肤烧伤
与我共度了没有你的第七天
回到河内酒店却没开
多希望能靠在你的背弯里
喉咙痛得好想回家
想要得到你的sayang
没有你的第八天回到新加坡
与你so near yet so far
你可知道我有多么希望
每天都能依偎在你的怀抱
听听你的声音
看看你
与你共度生命的每一份每一秒
Friday, April 24, 2009
Old Airport Road Hawker Centre
There are a lot a lot of very nice food at this place. And somehow this has become our 2nd home. We have been there for quite a few times for dinner and we are still planning to go again for many more times as we have yet to try out all the yummy food~
Most of the food we have tried are quite nice except for the last 2 photos. :P
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
Holiday At Hanoi
I’m back!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok going to blog abt my Hanoi trip.
160409 to 170409 – Hanoi 3rd and 4th day @ Halong Bay
Took the mini bus to Halong Bay in the morning. The journey was abt 4+ hrs, kinda long. But it was all worth it coz Halong Bay is just so beautiful.
Reached the boat we were going to stay in and had our lunch. We had to share the table with an England couple and it was a bit weird as they spoke English and we spoke Chinese. And they seem to be in their own little world all the time. Haha. Make me miss my dear…
After lunch, we just sat at the uppest deck of the boat and enjoy the scenery and chatted. The scenery is really pretty. U can just admire the scenery and not talk. Took a lot of pictures of coz.
Then we went to visit the Amazing Cave. It was very cooling inside. The rocks and stuffs in the caves looks like ppl or animals and we just kept walking and walking. It was a nice experience.
After which we were back to the boat. Others went for kayak but the 3 of us just nuaed ard and I had a short sun tan. J Then we had dinner and there were seafood!!! Yummy~~~ After which we went for a shower and then time to nua again. Haha. Rested early tat nite coz there is nothing to do on boat and no scenery to see and everywhere is just darkness.
The next morning after breakfast, it’s time for nuaing again. Haha. While LK and YT were chatting, I sat at the front part of the boat and just admire the big wide ocean. It was so beautiful that I was just looking, enjoying the breeze for a long long time. It was sooooo peaceful there. (esp when compared to the noisy environment of Hanoi due to the nv ending horning of motorbike and cars.. I wonder if ppl living there will have hearing prob..)
Then it was time to go back to Hanoi. After checking in, we went for dinner at a western café. The food was nice and we just sat there chatted and relaxed. While on our way back to the hotel, we realized that there was this wkend market at the old quarters and thus gers being gers we went for shopping!!! I must say that the things there are cheap.
Wanted to blog in the hotel at night but the computer was DEAD. So sad. Can’t even log in.
180409 – Hanoi 5th day
It was our free and easy day til the night. We stayed in hotel to watch Korean drama. Can you believe it? Watch Korean drama in Hanoi? Haha. This is so funny. But well actually there were still a lot a lot of places in Hanoi we have yet to explore but we still end up staying in the hotel. Actually I have nv stayed in hotel for so long doing nothing, this is the first time. I would prefer to go out and explore every part of the place instead.
Had cup noodles for lunch. Then start packing, bathing and went for dinner at KFC. The chicken was not tat good. A bit too dry. Prefer Singapore one. But but but they have the bun!!! Wahahahaha.
Then we took a night train over to Sapa. It was the first time I stayed in an overnight train. The bed was not bad. As the room has 4 bed and there is onli 3 of us, another girl joined us. Guessed she travel alone and she was from Canada and she was born in HK~! But we din tok much though. Haha. I had quite a gd slp tat night.
190409 – 200409 – Hanoi 6th and 7th day @ Sapa
Reached Lao Cai Station early morning. The hotel picked us up and travel to Sapa. Had our breakfast at the hotel and then started our trekking.
It was quite an easy trekking. We just walked on the normal road. Visited the village of Black H’mong People (Cat Cat Village). The kids there were all so dirty as they just played with mud and stones. They are usually half naked showing their little butts. I was thinking will it be because they will just peed and pooed everywhere they go and thus if they wear pants, they will dirty them and need to send for washing? From what we have observed the ppl in that country dun really like to change, they wear the same clothes for a few days or even a wk.
Something interesting to note is tat when we leave our hotel, there were 3 H’mong people tagged with us and chatted with us. But as they haf limited English knowledge, the questions they asked are What is your name, How many siblings you have, how old are you, where are u from. And I really mean everyone of them ask the same old q. haha. And why do they tag along? That’s because they wanted to sell us their handicraft. That is how they earn a living. We had no choice but to buy something fr them as they walked for quite a distance and kept asking us to buy sumthing from them.
Our tour guide was a 19 year old pretty girl. She learned her English from tourists and I must say that her eng was not bad, very fluent. She said that she took 6 years to learn.
After trekking, we had our lunch at the hotel and then we walked ard in the market. Then we were back to hotel to nua again. After dinner we went for somemore shopping and ate some fruits. We did not explore the whole of Sapa town (we got to noe that when we leave sapa and passed by the other roads). If I’m with my other frens or lubby, I’m sure I will explore every little corner of the place. But anyway we had fun chatting in the room too.
The next day, after breakfast, we had our 2nd trekking. This trekking is a longer one which ended at abt 3pm. This time we trekked to villages of the H’mong and Dzay called Lao Chai and Ta Van. The road is tougher (we chose the easier route already, the harder one got to trek thru the paddy fields!) and although I was already wearing my trekking shoes, I almost slipped and fell a few times. Thank god that the H’mong ppl who tagged along held my hand tight!!! And that’s why I bought something from her to thank her in the end. The scenery there is also very beautiful. We had lunch at a mini café place and continued our trekking.
I must say that we are really fortunate to be able to live in a peaceful and civilized country. The villages we visited are so rundown and rural. They haf to plant their own crops, sew their own clothes etc. The living condition is bad and dirty too. We must really cherish everything we have.
Back to hotel and we went for herbal foot, head and back massage. It cost less than S$9 for an hr massage. It was good as we all felt better and less ache in our legs after the massage.
Had our dinner in the hotel and then back to the train station to go back to Hanoi. This time round our room mate was a Holland guy. It was kinda weird. We chatted while and yet still feeling awkward. Haha. Then I started to feel my throat to be in pain and couldn’t slp the whole night as I kept woken up by the pain.
210409 – Hanoi 8th day
Reached Hanoi at abt 5am and the hotel was closed!!! Rang the bell and knocked the gate and no1 ans! WTH. We sat outside and luckily sumone came down and open the gate. But I believe tat was some tourist staying in the hotel. The guy in charge of the hotel was still slping. We sat ard and onli managed to check in at abt 6+am.
Had breakfast and then walked ard. Did our pedi and manicure!! Finally. It was really cheap. I added some stones onto my nails and it onli cost me S$15 for all!!! It is so cheap. And it was quite good la. Though they dun seem to noe to draw a lot of patterns but overall it’s worth the money.
Went for lunch and some shopping. Wasn’t in a good shape as my throat was really pain and I felt tired and weak. Back at hotel and had a nap. Bathed and time to pack and check out for our flight.
Will upload photos into facebook after I got all the photos from LK and YT too. :)
Overall I had a lot of fun during this holiday. Though Hanoi is quite rundown and dusty and dirty, but it was really a good experience to make me cherish whateva I have. It was an experience to know how to cross the road filled with motorbike. And I must say that my travelmates are nice and fun to be with. Like what I told them, I have nv dislike a country I visit. If I do not like tat particular holiday, it would be due to the company I have. And YT and LK are really good company to be with. Hope we can still get to travel together again!!! Thanks for all the care and concern and fun you guys have brought me during this trip!!!
I’m back!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok going to blog abt my Hanoi trip.
160409 to 170409 – Hanoi 3rd and 4th day @ Halong Bay
Took the mini bus to Halong Bay in the morning. The journey was abt 4+ hrs, kinda long. But it was all worth it coz Halong Bay is just so beautiful.
Reached the boat we were going to stay in and had our lunch. We had to share the table with an England couple and it was a bit weird as they spoke English and we spoke Chinese. And they seem to be in their own little world all the time. Haha. Make me miss my dear…
After lunch, we just sat at the uppest deck of the boat and enjoy the scenery and chatted. The scenery is really pretty. U can just admire the scenery and not talk. Took a lot of pictures of coz.
Then we went to visit the Amazing Cave. It was very cooling inside. The rocks and stuffs in the caves looks like ppl or animals and we just kept walking and walking. It was a nice experience.
After which we were back to the boat. Others went for kayak but the 3 of us just nuaed ard and I had a short sun tan. J Then we had dinner and there were seafood!!! Yummy~~~ After which we went for a shower and then time to nua again. Haha. Rested early tat nite coz there is nothing to do on boat and no scenery to see and everywhere is just darkness.
The next morning after breakfast, it’s time for nuaing again. Haha. While LK and YT were chatting, I sat at the front part of the boat and just admire the big wide ocean. It was so beautiful that I was just looking, enjoying the breeze for a long long time. It was sooooo peaceful there. (esp when compared to the noisy environment of Hanoi due to the nv ending horning of motorbike and cars.. I wonder if ppl living there will have hearing prob..)
Then it was time to go back to Hanoi. After checking in, we went for dinner at a western café. The food was nice and we just sat there chatted and relaxed. While on our way back to the hotel, we realized that there was this wkend market at the old quarters and thus gers being gers we went for shopping!!! I must say that the things there are cheap.
Wanted to blog in the hotel at night but the computer was DEAD. So sad. Can’t even log in.
180409 – Hanoi 5th day
It was our free and easy day til the night. We stayed in hotel to watch Korean drama. Can you believe it? Watch Korean drama in Hanoi? Haha. This is so funny. But well actually there were still a lot a lot of places in Hanoi we have yet to explore but we still end up staying in the hotel. Actually I have nv stayed in hotel for so long doing nothing, this is the first time. I would prefer to go out and explore every part of the place instead.
Had cup noodles for lunch. Then start packing, bathing and went for dinner at KFC. The chicken was not tat good. A bit too dry. Prefer Singapore one. But but but they have the bun!!! Wahahahaha.
Then we took a night train over to Sapa. It was the first time I stayed in an overnight train. The bed was not bad. As the room has 4 bed and there is onli 3 of us, another girl joined us. Guessed she travel alone and she was from Canada and she was born in HK~! But we din tok much though. Haha. I had quite a gd slp tat night.
190409 – 200409 – Hanoi 6th and 7th day @ Sapa
Reached Lao Cai Station early morning. The hotel picked us up and travel to Sapa. Had our breakfast at the hotel and then started our trekking.
It was quite an easy trekking. We just walked on the normal road. Visited the village of Black H’mong People (Cat Cat Village). The kids there were all so dirty as they just played with mud and stones. They are usually half naked showing their little butts. I was thinking will it be because they will just peed and pooed everywhere they go and thus if they wear pants, they will dirty them and need to send for washing? From what we have observed the ppl in that country dun really like to change, they wear the same clothes for a few days or even a wk.
Something interesting to note is tat when we leave our hotel, there were 3 H’mong people tagged with us and chatted with us. But as they haf limited English knowledge, the questions they asked are What is your name, How many siblings you have, how old are you, where are u from. And I really mean everyone of them ask the same old q. haha. And why do they tag along? That’s because they wanted to sell us their handicraft. That is how they earn a living. We had no choice but to buy something fr them as they walked for quite a distance and kept asking us to buy sumthing from them.
Our tour guide was a 19 year old pretty girl. She learned her English from tourists and I must say that her eng was not bad, very fluent. She said that she took 6 years to learn.
After trekking, we had our lunch at the hotel and then we walked ard in the market. Then we were back to hotel to nua again. After dinner we went for somemore shopping and ate some fruits. We did not explore the whole of Sapa town (we got to noe that when we leave sapa and passed by the other roads). If I’m with my other frens or lubby, I’m sure I will explore every little corner of the place. But anyway we had fun chatting in the room too.
The next day, after breakfast, we had our 2nd trekking. This trekking is a longer one which ended at abt 3pm. This time we trekked to villages of the H’mong and Dzay called Lao Chai and Ta Van. The road is tougher (we chose the easier route already, the harder one got to trek thru the paddy fields!) and although I was already wearing my trekking shoes, I almost slipped and fell a few times. Thank god that the H’mong ppl who tagged along held my hand tight!!! And that’s why I bought something from her to thank her in the end. The scenery there is also very beautiful. We had lunch at a mini café place and continued our trekking.
I must say that we are really fortunate to be able to live in a peaceful and civilized country. The villages we visited are so rundown and rural. They haf to plant their own crops, sew their own clothes etc. The living condition is bad and dirty too. We must really cherish everything we have.
Back to hotel and we went for herbal foot, head and back massage. It cost less than S$9 for an hr massage. It was good as we all felt better and less ache in our legs after the massage.
Had our dinner in the hotel and then back to the train station to go back to Hanoi. This time round our room mate was a Holland guy. It was kinda weird. We chatted while and yet still feeling awkward. Haha. Then I started to feel my throat to be in pain and couldn’t slp the whole night as I kept woken up by the pain.
210409 – Hanoi 8th day
Reached Hanoi at abt 5am and the hotel was closed!!! Rang the bell and knocked the gate and no1 ans! WTH. We sat outside and luckily sumone came down and open the gate. But I believe tat was some tourist staying in the hotel. The guy in charge of the hotel was still slping. We sat ard and onli managed to check in at abt 6+am.
Had breakfast and then walked ard. Did our pedi and manicure!! Finally. It was really cheap. I added some stones onto my nails and it onli cost me S$15 for all!!! It is so cheap. And it was quite good la. Though they dun seem to noe to draw a lot of patterns but overall it’s worth the money.
Went for lunch and some shopping. Wasn’t in a good shape as my throat was really pain and I felt tired and weak. Back at hotel and had a nap. Bathed and time to pack and check out for our flight.
Will upload photos into facebook after I got all the photos from LK and YT too. :)
Overall I had a lot of fun during this holiday. Though Hanoi is quite rundown and dusty and dirty, but it was really a good experience to make me cherish whateva I have. It was an experience to know how to cross the road filled with motorbike. And I must say that my travelmates are nice and fun to be with. Like what I told them, I have nv dislike a country I visit. If I do not like tat particular holiday, it would be due to the company I have. And YT and LK are really good company to be with. Hope we can still get to travel together again!!! Thanks for all the care and concern and fun you guys have brought me during this trip!!!
Wednesday, April 15, 2009
Hanoi 2nd day
Todae is our free and easy day. After breakfast we decided to join the city tour as we dunno how to go and where to go. It is more ex but then is more of VIP tour for the 3 of us only. So we sit in nice car and go see see some tourist attractions.
And at one of the place, I was a bit worried and scared coz suddenly my cam card said that there is no data in the card~! Some of the pic cant be seen at all!!! And no matter how i try to change the setting still cant see some of the photos!!! So I haf no choice but to format my card. There goes all the photos I took earlier. But lucky is onli the 2nd day and thus not a lot of photos. After formatting the card, my cam is ok and I hope it will be guai guai.
We tried crossing the road today and it was quite a heart attack case for me!! The motobikes and cars are nv ending, they just keep zooming past non stop~! And we really need to die die cross the road and the bike and car will siam us.. quite an experience.
After the tour, we went to take a walk ard our hotel on our own. As we are staying in the old quarters, we just went ard the place to shop ard. Had our dinner at Thai Express coz the road side stalls are just a little too dirty for our consumption. And after dinner we went to haf a cup of coffee.
Then we went to walk ard and bought somethings from the mini mart. Bought the beer and have yet to drink as we are freezing it in the fridge now. It's kinda early now to be back at the hotel for holiday but we dunno where else to go. haha.
Tml we will be going over to Halong Bay for 2D1N tour. Just hope it will be fun~~~ :)
Will blog again when I'm back from Halong Bay~~~
Lubby, jia you for your revision ok? Miss you lots~~~ Muacks!
Todae is our free and easy day. After breakfast we decided to join the city tour as we dunno how to go and where to go. It is more ex but then is more of VIP tour for the 3 of us only. So we sit in nice car and go see see some tourist attractions.
And at one of the place, I was a bit worried and scared coz suddenly my cam card said that there is no data in the card~! Some of the pic cant be seen at all!!! And no matter how i try to change the setting still cant see some of the photos!!! So I haf no choice but to format my card. There goes all the photos I took earlier. But lucky is onli the 2nd day and thus not a lot of photos. After formatting the card, my cam is ok and I hope it will be guai guai.
We tried crossing the road today and it was quite a heart attack case for me!! The motobikes and cars are nv ending, they just keep zooming past non stop~! And we really need to die die cross the road and the bike and car will siam us.. quite an experience.
After the tour, we went to take a walk ard our hotel on our own. As we are staying in the old quarters, we just went ard the place to shop ard. Had our dinner at Thai Express coz the road side stalls are just a little too dirty for our consumption. And after dinner we went to haf a cup of coffee.
Then we went to walk ard and bought somethings from the mini mart. Bought the beer and have yet to drink as we are freezing it in the fridge now. It's kinda early now to be back at the hotel for holiday but we dunno where else to go. haha.
Tml we will be going over to Halong Bay for 2D1N tour. Just hope it will be fun~~~ :)
Will blog again when I'm back from Halong Bay~~~
Lubby, jia you for your revision ok? Miss you lots~~~ Muacks!
1st Day At Hanoi
I have reached Hanoi!!!!!!
When we reached the Hanoi airport, we couldn't find the guy from hotel who was supposed to pick us up. Found the hotel and tour counter and asked them to help us call the hotel. The hotel guy straight away noe that I'm Vivian. Must be I'm the only customer?
Straight after dat we found the guy. And we travelled to hotel in a car!!! not a van wor! 1st time picked up by hotel is car leh. Feel quite VIP.
Reached hotel. It was so different from website!! As usual pic on the net are always deceiving. But we were happy tat the hotel room has its own computer! And that's why I can blog now!!!
Went down to the nearby streets and found a road side eatery. As there were quite a lot of ppl there, we tot it should be quite ok and sat down at the kinda dirty place. Everyone just throw tissue, bones etc onto the floor and we were like stepping on all the rubbish. Sat down on the little stool and den ordered our food. We had roasted pigeon, fried rice noodles with beef and fried rice. The food were delicious and cheap. On top of the 3 dishes, we had 1 can of coke, 7up and mineral water. Our supper cost us USD8. (Was supposed to be in Dong but as we do not have any with us, we paid in USD. Exchange rate was abt 1USD to 15,000dong)
Went to buy mineral water but the expiry date on the bottles are all overdue. We were not sure if it is expiry date or manufacture date though. But since all bottles are like tat, so we hope it is ok? haha.
Came back, had a hot bath and ready to slp. Tml is going to be free and easy day for us. Not sure what we are going to do yet. But seems like we are the only customers in this hotel. That is the reason why they rem my name? haha.
As we are living in the old quarter, where there are abt 40+ streets selling diff things, just now when we pass by we could alr see different shops selling different things. I guess this Hanoi trip is going to be sumthing interesting and different. Esp fr my Korea trip which was so high class for most things. This Hanoi trip is going to be more down to earth I guess.
Hope that everything will go well for all of us for the rest of our trip~~~ :)
Last but not least, Lubby, I miss you!!!
I have reached Hanoi!!!!!!
When we reached the Hanoi airport, we couldn't find the guy from hotel who was supposed to pick us up. Found the hotel and tour counter and asked them to help us call the hotel. The hotel guy straight away noe that I'm Vivian. Must be I'm the only customer?
Straight after dat we found the guy. And we travelled to hotel in a car!!! not a van wor! 1st time picked up by hotel is car leh. Feel quite VIP.
Reached hotel. It was so different from website!! As usual pic on the net are always deceiving. But we were happy tat the hotel room has its own computer! And that's why I can blog now!!!
Went down to the nearby streets and found a road side eatery. As there were quite a lot of ppl there, we tot it should be quite ok and sat down at the kinda dirty place. Everyone just throw tissue, bones etc onto the floor and we were like stepping on all the rubbish. Sat down on the little stool and den ordered our food. We had roasted pigeon, fried rice noodles with beef and fried rice. The food were delicious and cheap. On top of the 3 dishes, we had 1 can of coke, 7up and mineral water. Our supper cost us USD8. (Was supposed to be in Dong but as we do not have any with us, we paid in USD. Exchange rate was abt 1USD to 15,000dong)
Went to buy mineral water but the expiry date on the bottles are all overdue. We were not sure if it is expiry date or manufacture date though. But since all bottles are like tat, so we hope it is ok? haha.
Came back, had a hot bath and ready to slp. Tml is going to be free and easy day for us. Not sure what we are going to do yet. But seems like we are the only customers in this hotel. That is the reason why they rem my name? haha.
As we are living in the old quarter, where there are abt 40+ streets selling diff things, just now when we pass by we could alr see different shops selling different things. I guess this Hanoi trip is going to be sumthing interesting and different. Esp fr my Korea trip which was so high class for most things. This Hanoi trip is going to be more down to earth I guess.
Hope that everything will go well for all of us for the rest of our trip~~~ :)
Last but not least, Lubby, I miss you!!!
Tuesday, April 14, 2009
Feeling a little stress
Over a lot of things.
Yst towards evening, sumhow lubby and I sort of decided to ballot for The Peak at Toa Payoh. But yet we are not sure of a lot of things. Eg how to apply, how to ballot, how to make payment, how much needed etc. I did some reading online but lubby has yet to read some of the things. I can say tat we are not really ready. Just dat we dun really wanna miss the chance of having our hse at the nice and beautiful place.
I even dreamt abt this whole issue. And then I dreamt that sumhow lubby went missing. And I couldn't find him no matter what. I woke up a few times due to the crying in my dream. And when I went back to slp, the dream actually continued. A few times summore. It was a very tiring night coz my dreams are like night mare and I even cried out and talked out loud.
This morning, I woke up with a very heavy heart and very tiring mind. Talked to lubby and we decided tat perhaps we should not rush ourselves and jsut let this chance go first. Coz I feel tat we have not really worked out our financial budget. What if this house becomes a burden to us? And we have yet to do enuff homework. Well, maybe this hse is not meant to be ours. We can still wait for resale, Walk in or BTO or other chance. No point rushing.
And then I also am feeling stress over my Hanoi trip. Yes I had fun planning but it was actually quite tedious. This is my first time booking a hotel and packages thru online. All the while I will just join tour or my fren actually did the booking the other time when we went to BKK and Chiangmai. So this is the first time I'm the organiser. I'm so worried that I might haf missed out somethings or somethings can go wrong last minute. The responsibility for 3 pax might not be v big but yet not v small.
I should be looking forward and feeling excited for my Hanoi trip in a few hrs time. But sumhow I'm feeling a bit stress and starting to miss my lubby already. The feeling is the same when I went to TW and HK. When I went to Korea I din feel tat sad, I dunno y. And I tot this time round I will be ok too but now I'm feeling sad. Though we are just a phone call away, and I'm just away for a wk onli, sumhow I still miss him lots. The more I talked to him, the more I wanna cry. Silly me.
Maybe is coz of all the accumulated stress from everything that is making me crying.
Lubby, Jia you for your lab exams and work. And dun worry, I will come back to you safely as promised. :)
Over a lot of things.
Yst towards evening, sumhow lubby and I sort of decided to ballot for The Peak at Toa Payoh. But yet we are not sure of a lot of things. Eg how to apply, how to ballot, how to make payment, how much needed etc. I did some reading online but lubby has yet to read some of the things. I can say tat we are not really ready. Just dat we dun really wanna miss the chance of having our hse at the nice and beautiful place.
I even dreamt abt this whole issue. And then I dreamt that sumhow lubby went missing. And I couldn't find him no matter what. I woke up a few times due to the crying in my dream. And when I went back to slp, the dream actually continued. A few times summore. It was a very tiring night coz my dreams are like night mare and I even cried out and talked out loud.
This morning, I woke up with a very heavy heart and very tiring mind. Talked to lubby and we decided tat perhaps we should not rush ourselves and jsut let this chance go first. Coz I feel tat we have not really worked out our financial budget. What if this house becomes a burden to us? And we have yet to do enuff homework. Well, maybe this hse is not meant to be ours. We can still wait for resale, Walk in or BTO or other chance. No point rushing.
And then I also am feeling stress over my Hanoi trip. Yes I had fun planning but it was actually quite tedious. This is my first time booking a hotel and packages thru online. All the while I will just join tour or my fren actually did the booking the other time when we went to BKK and Chiangmai. So this is the first time I'm the organiser. I'm so worried that I might haf missed out somethings or somethings can go wrong last minute. The responsibility for 3 pax might not be v big but yet not v small.
I should be looking forward and feeling excited for my Hanoi trip in a few hrs time. But sumhow I'm feeling a bit stress and starting to miss my lubby already. The feeling is the same when I went to TW and HK. When I went to Korea I din feel tat sad, I dunno y. And I tot this time round I will be ok too but now I'm feeling sad. Though we are just a phone call away, and I'm just away for a wk onli, sumhow I still miss him lots. The more I talked to him, the more I wanna cry. Silly me.
Maybe is coz of all the accumulated stress from everything that is making me crying.
Lubby, Jia you for your lab exams and work. And dun worry, I will come back to you safely as promised. :)
Monday, April 13, 2009
Chocolate Potato Chips
Todae YT and W was telling me how nice Royce Chocolate potato chips are. Royce chocolate are nice, that's what I know. However, sweet and salty at the same time, a bit weird isn't it? But hearing them say it's DAMN nice, makes me wanna try also.
Did some research online and seems like everyone is saying how delicious it is. Saw the photos and started to drool. I wanna eat also!!!!!!!
Sunday, April 12, 2009
How much love is needed
Was reading Yeek’s blog and saw her latest entry quoted from 張小嫻’s blog.
It was asking how much do u haf to love someone in order to accept a lot of things.
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to accept his snoring every night? Once I can’t even fall asleep when my grandma snored at night while we slp in the same room. I took so many hours just to fall aslp. However, I can fall aslp even though lubby snores like thunder!! :x
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to accept that he drools while sleeping? I dun think Lubby drooled but it’s perfectly fine ma. I mean I drink the drinks he drinks, eat the food he eat, and kiss him, so his saliva is just nothing ma.
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to accept his bad breath in the morning? This is sumthing I’m very particular with. When I wake up, I will go straight to brush my teeth coz I do not want anyone to smell my bad breath. Similarly, I will hope my other half to be hygienic too. But well, I did smell b4 and as long as he fast fast go toilet wash up I’m ok with tat.
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to also love his fats and fading youth, and aging as time goes by? Well, I love my lubby as a whole. I told him he is big not fat. Haha. So wat if he has fats, I also have ma. And yah he is aging, and so am I? No point for one person to age and the other to stay young right?
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to give up the happiness and freedom you get when u are single and alone, ignore love’s short life and be with him inseparable? When you are in a r/s, it doesn’t mean that you have to give up all your freedom. You still have your own social circle, your own free time, your own personal time. If your partner is understanding enuff, this will nv be an issue. And yes even if I’m meeting my frens or he is meeting his frens, he will tag along or I will tag along, or we will meet after tat. So do you call tat inseparable?
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to hold his hands and go to dreamland together? Hehe… that’s happiness… and I can feel this happiness.
How much do u haf to love someone, so that when u are ready to slp, hugging his tummy and legs ‘giap’ his legs, to tell the world tat he is yours? I like this wor, like hugging a big big teddy bear.
How much do u haf to love someone, so that you will nv be sianz of him, nv nv? Well, I did blog abt this b4 and so far I’m nv sianz of him even if we meet everyday, tok on fone or sms so many times per day. I guess both party got to put in effort to make a r/s last and both party not sianz of each other, for eg giving each other surprises every now and then. And that’s what I’m doing. :)
How much do u haf to love someone, so that you will be with him always, even til u both are so old that you can nv do THAT thing anymore? I guess when you are old, you just want sumone to be there for you, to accompany you, and to enjoy life with you. There are so many other beautiful things in this world for us to enjoy. And if worried abt that, den do more when young lor. Wahahaha.
Looks like I’m loving my lubby very much wor. Maybe lubby should ans all these questions too? Hehe.
Was reading Yeek’s blog and saw her latest entry quoted from 張小嫻’s blog.
It was asking how much do u haf to love someone in order to accept a lot of things.
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to accept his snoring every night? Once I can’t even fall asleep when my grandma snored at night while we slp in the same room. I took so many hours just to fall aslp. However, I can fall aslp even though lubby snores like thunder!! :x
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to accept that he drools while sleeping? I dun think Lubby drooled but it’s perfectly fine ma. I mean I drink the drinks he drinks, eat the food he eat, and kiss him, so his saliva is just nothing ma.
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to accept his bad breath in the morning? This is sumthing I’m very particular with. When I wake up, I will go straight to brush my teeth coz I do not want anyone to smell my bad breath. Similarly, I will hope my other half to be hygienic too. But well, I did smell b4 and as long as he fast fast go toilet wash up I’m ok with tat.
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to also love his fats and fading youth, and aging as time goes by? Well, I love my lubby as a whole. I told him he is big not fat. Haha. So wat if he has fats, I also have ma. And yah he is aging, and so am I? No point for one person to age and the other to stay young right?
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to give up the happiness and freedom you get when u are single and alone, ignore love’s short life and be with him inseparable? When you are in a r/s, it doesn’t mean that you have to give up all your freedom. You still have your own social circle, your own free time, your own personal time. If your partner is understanding enuff, this will nv be an issue. And yes even if I’m meeting my frens or he is meeting his frens, he will tag along or I will tag along, or we will meet after tat. So do you call tat inseparable?
How much do u haf to love someone, in order to hold his hands and go to dreamland together? Hehe… that’s happiness… and I can feel this happiness.
How much do u haf to love someone, so that when u are ready to slp, hugging his tummy and legs ‘giap’ his legs, to tell the world tat he is yours? I like this wor, like hugging a big big teddy bear.
How much do u haf to love someone, so that you will nv be sianz of him, nv nv? Well, I did blog abt this b4 and so far I’m nv sianz of him even if we meet everyday, tok on fone or sms so many times per day. I guess both party got to put in effort to make a r/s last and both party not sianz of each other, for eg giving each other surprises every now and then. And that’s what I’m doing. :)
How much do u haf to love someone, so that you will be with him always, even til u both are so old that you can nv do THAT thing anymore? I guess when you are old, you just want sumone to be there for you, to accompany you, and to enjoy life with you. There are so many other beautiful things in this world for us to enjoy. And if worried abt that, den do more when young lor. Wahahaha.
Looks like I’m loving my lubby very much wor. Maybe lubby should ans all these questions too? Hehe.
校园Superstar 2009
是那位13岁的小弟弟，Jarod。
一点都不意外。
打从比赛一开始，全部的焦点都在他的身上。就因为他个子矮小，声音还不错，因为还没变声，所以唱高音时满好听的。他就像是上一届的Shawn一样，有的都是同样的条件与优点。
但是，我总觉得他没什么特别。反而Shawn却留下深刻的影响。其实，还没变声的男生去参加歌唱比赛，是一小孩子的身份。一旦他们变声了，就再也不能唱以前常唱的歌曲，也就不再那么的可爱了。
从比赛的第一天开始，我就比较留意和欣赏Jia Min和Ai Jia。觉得Jia Min常抒情歌时的声音好好听，样子也相当甜美。而小不点Ai Jia虽然个子小小，唱歌却很有爆发力，而且还能歌善舞。还有，她是我的学妹！但是小不点的运气与人气似乎不太好，被淘汰了两次，参加了两次的翻身赛，终于凭实力打进了大决赛。
今天知道Jarod和Ai Jia成功打入第三回合，就知道无论后者唱得有多好，赢家一定还是那位男生。他的人气，每人能比。
可是，值得一提的是我好喜欢Ai Jia在第三回合唱的星星You Are My Star。很好听。我有被感动到。很久很久，没有因为听小朋友唱歌而被感动到了。但是，今天听着Ai Jia的歌唱，我的眼眶也变得湿湿的。
没想到我的中学也有Superstar的人选。虽然Ai Jia 没有赢，但是我想她在比赛中得到的，是最宝贵的。
希望以后还能看到她的表演哦。
是那位13岁的小弟弟，Jarod。
一点都不意外。
打从比赛一开始，全部的焦点都在他的身上。就因为他个子矮小，声音还不错，因为还没变声，所以唱高音时满好听的。他就像是上一届的Shawn一样，有的都是同样的条件与优点。
但是，我总觉得他没什么特别。反而Shawn却留下深刻的影响。其实，还没变声的男生去参加歌唱比赛，是一小孩子的身份。一旦他们变声了，就再也不能唱以前常唱的歌曲，也就不再那么的可爱了。
从比赛的第一天开始，我就比较留意和欣赏Jia Min和Ai Jia。觉得Jia Min常抒情歌时的声音好好听，样子也相当甜美。而小不点Ai Jia虽然个子小小，唱歌却很有爆发力，而且还能歌善舞。还有，她是我的学妹！但是小不点的运气与人气似乎不太好，被淘汰了两次，参加了两次的翻身赛，终于凭实力打进了大决赛。
今天知道Jarod和Ai Jia成功打入第三回合，就知道无论后者唱得有多好，赢家一定还是那位男生。他的人气，每人能比。
可是，值得一提的是我好喜欢Ai Jia在第三回合唱的星星You Are My Star。很好听。我有被感动到。很久很久，没有因为听小朋友唱歌而被感动到了。但是，今天听着Ai Jia的歌唱，我的眼眶也变得湿湿的。
没想到我的中学也有Superstar的人选。虽然Ai Jia 没有赢，但是我想她在比赛中得到的，是最宝贵的。
希望以后还能看到她的表演哦。
Saturday, April 11, 2009
Down and up
HP beeped and read the sms. HY said that the LV outlet do not have the LV bag I want!!! And so she is asking if there is other model that I'm looking at.
Quickly surf LV website but there is no other model tat I really want. There are a few which are quite nice and I quite like them, but they are much more expensive than the one that I want. I think they might be at least S$500 more. Too ex liao.. That one will have to wait a few more years b4 I can get. Or unless I strike Toto la.. haha
So smsed her asked if they do not have the size onli, or do not have the colour or etc.. She replied saying that that outlet she is at now do not have, out of stock liao.
So I replied her saying that if they do not have den is ok. Dun get. If she pass by other outlet then check for me. If not, it's ok do not need to find for me.
Then she called me. And she asked if the colour I want is brown and if it's the smaller size one that I want. I said yes and then she said they have stock and so she is helping me to get it!!!!!!!!!!!
I was quite sad initially when I see the sms saying that there is no stock and told myself tat perhaps there is no fate between me and that LV bag la.. so it's ok and shall wait for the next chance. And then she called and tell me the good news!!! So happy sia~~~
So I'm still going to get my LV bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I think when she is back in SG, I will be in Hanoi leh...
Can't wait....
HP beeped and read the sms. HY said that the LV outlet do not have the LV bag I want!!! And so she is asking if there is other model that I'm looking at.
Quickly surf LV website but there is no other model tat I really want. There are a few which are quite nice and I quite like them, but they are much more expensive than the one that I want. I think they might be at least S$500 more. Too ex liao.. That one will have to wait a few more years b4 I can get. Or unless I strike Toto la.. haha
So smsed her asked if they do not have the size onli, or do not have the colour or etc.. She replied saying that that outlet she is at now do not have, out of stock liao.
So I replied her saying that if they do not have den is ok. Dun get. If she pass by other outlet then check for me. If not, it's ok do not need to find for me.
Then she called me. And she asked if the colour I want is brown and if it's the smaller size one that I want. I said yes and then she said they have stock and so she is helping me to get it!!!!!!!!!!!
I was quite sad initially when I see the sms saying that there is no stock and told myself tat perhaps there is no fate between me and that LV bag la.. so it's ok and shall wait for the next chance. And then she called and tell me the good news!!! So happy sia~~~
So I'm still going to get my LV bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
But I think when she is back in SG, I will be in Hanoi leh...
Can't wait....
Today
Went over to lubby hse to accompany him study for his upcoming lab exams.
Was walking towards his hse when suddenly a 30+year old guy walked next to me and talked to me. I was listening to radio and thus din realise and was a little shocked. Took out my earpiece and try to hear what he was saying.
Guy: Do you know where is the nearest ATM?
Me: I don't know. Sorry. (And then continue to walk)
Guy: Oh you don't live in this area? (waking next to me)
Me: Ya.
Guy: Oh btw, how do I address you? My name is Alvin. (Still walking next to me)
Me: It's ok. (Smiles and continue my way to lubby block)
Guy: Do you have any mobile number? (Still trying his luck?!)
Me: No It's ok. (Walks off and not sure if he said anything or what)
This is damn funny la. ATM machine in a carpark below so many HDB blks? And the interchange is like a road away. Cannot go there meh? Already don't wanna tell him my name still wanna ask for my number? Hahaha. Told Lubby my encounter when I met him and he was like luffing why got such encounter again.
In the afternoon, accompany lubby to go cut his hair. Well, not really accompany actually coz while he was cutting his hair, I was playing my DS in the car. haha.
Went back to his house after tat and he started finding food fr the kitchen and came up with two dishes!!! Though it was onli 5.15pm and I'm not hungry at all, but since he already cooked the food and should eat them hot ma. So we had our dinner.
It's the first time lubby cooked these 2 dishes. Very simple dishes. But still nice. :) Most of the time lubby will cook 'instant' food like instant noodles, sausage, prata etc so this time is really the first time I tried sumthing different. And it's the first time we are eating rice with dishes cooked by lubby~ :)
Tummy still not feeling well these two days. Really dunno what's wrong with me. Tummy ache always come and go. Just recovered den come again. But I din eat any oily or deep fried food ma.. :( Haiz.. rem that during JC or sec school time I was like this too. Always have stomach ache every now and then. Went to see specialist and den was on medication for some time and den slowly I became better. After so many years, why is this back again? Do I have to go and see that specialist again? Sianz.. am thinking of seeing the chinese doc instead. Coz other than tummy ache, my body have other prob too. Maybe need some chi med to 调养my body. Will consult one after my Hanoi trip ba. Anyone has any good chi doc to recommend?
Our dinner~
Went over to lubby hse to accompany him study for his upcoming lab exams.
Was walking towards his hse when suddenly a 30+year old guy walked next to me and talked to me. I was listening to radio and thus din realise and was a little shocked. Took out my earpiece and try to hear what he was saying.
Guy: Do you know where is the nearest ATM?
Me: I don't know. Sorry. (And then continue to walk)
Guy: Oh you don't live in this area? (waking next to me)
Me: Ya.
Guy: Oh btw, how do I address you? My name is Alvin. (Still walking next to me)
Me: It's ok. (Smiles and continue my way to lubby block)
Guy: Do you have any mobile number? (Still trying his luck?!)
Me: No It's ok. (Walks off and not sure if he said anything or what)
This is damn funny la. ATM machine in a carpark below so many HDB blks? And the interchange is like a road away. Cannot go there meh? Already don't wanna tell him my name still wanna ask for my number? Hahaha. Told Lubby my encounter when I met him and he was like luffing why got such encounter again.
In the afternoon, accompany lubby to go cut his hair. Well, not really accompany actually coz while he was cutting his hair, I was playing my DS in the car. haha.
Went back to his house after tat and he started finding food fr the kitchen and came up with two dishes!!! Though it was onli 5.15pm and I'm not hungry at all, but since he already cooked the food and should eat them hot ma. So we had our dinner.
It's the first time lubby cooked these 2 dishes. Very simple dishes. But still nice. :) Most of the time lubby will cook 'instant' food like instant noodles, sausage, prata etc so this time is really the first time I tried sumthing different. And it's the first time we are eating rice with dishes cooked by lubby~ :)
Tummy still not feeling well these two days. Really dunno what's wrong with me. Tummy ache always come and go. Just recovered den come again. But I din eat any oily or deep fried food ma.. :( Haiz.. rem that during JC or sec school time I was like this too. Always have stomach ache every now and then. Went to see specialist and den was on medication for some time and den slowly I became better. After so many years, why is this back again? Do I have to go and see that specialist again? Sianz.. am thinking of seeing the chinese doc instead. Coz other than tummy ache, my body have other prob too. Maybe need some chi med to 调养my body. Will consult one after my Hanoi trip ba. Anyone has any good chi doc to recommend?
Our dinner~
Friday, April 10, 2009
LV LV LV
Lubby was driving me home when his hp beeped. As usual, I will always help him check and read out to him.
"Hi Im going to Pasir Ris.. Pasir Ris? Ops... read wrongly.. Paris... If you wan bag let me know soon..."
I was still in a blur state when I finally realised that HY is flying to PARIS!!
Then I got soooooo excited because that means I'm going to get my LV soon!!! WOOOO HOOOOO~~~~~
Came home checked the website and sms her all the details needed for the bag. :P
I'm going to get my LV bag le!!!! It's like my "craze" has died off for a few wks because my frens said that they will not be flying to Paris anytime soon. And then todae suddenly HY said that she would be flying off in 2 hrs time!!! WOW!!!!!
I'm going to get my LV Saleya PM!!!! 
Thursday, April 09, 2009
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Simple yet sweet
Last night, I was lying on bed all ready to dream. Just as I was abt to fall aslp, my hp beep.
SMS.
Didn't want to check but since it has already woke me up, why not just take a look.
1 new message
Ken Ken Lub Lub
So I opened the msg and read.
Lubby was saying good night to me.. (didn't we just said gd nite to each other on the fone b4 I slp?) wishing me a gd slp. Telling me he misses me and loves me always. *blush* And then the next few sentences make me feel even sweeter.
"Love is not when you can live with someone. Love is when you can't live without that someone. who is you my dear."
So sweet~~~~~~~~~~~~~
And I dreamt of him at night. ^_^
Last night, I was lying on bed all ready to dream. Just as I was abt to fall aslp, my hp beep.
SMS.
Didn't want to check but since it has already woke me up, why not just take a look.
1 new message
Ken Ken Lub Lub
So I opened the msg and read.
Lubby was saying good night to me.. (didn't we just said gd nite to each other on the fone b4 I slp?) wishing me a gd slp. Telling me he misses me and loves me always. *blush* And then the next few sentences make me feel even sweeter.
"Love is not when you can live with someone. Love is when you can't live without that someone. who is you my dear."
So sweet~~~~~~~~~~~~~
And I dreamt of him at night. ^_^
Tuesday, April 07, 2009
Monday, April 06, 2009
MC Monday
Went to see doc again in the morning coz my cough is getting bad and tummy not well.
Got another MC for today.
Went to office to check email and did some work. Din stay long. Stayed for abt 1hr and can't take it liao. The medication is making me feeling super blur and weak. Time to go home.
My ears are blocked as usual whenever I'm sick. So whateva loud sound becomes quite soft during this period of time.
Yet I couldn't even slp in peace! The upgrading construction site is sooooo noisy. After a while, it finally stopped and I tot gd I can slp in peace liao. Who noes, the aunties/uncles downstairs were playing MJ!!! So noisy that I can hear the tiles moving lor... -_- Then even the birds also wanna play trick on me. 2 birds must be flying til tired liao, found my window to rest their feet and then start chatting with each other. Can't they find another place to have their coffee session???
Finally somehow I fell aslp and yet still keep waking up by the MJ sound...
And then now rain start pouring and thunder can be heard frenquently...
Haiz wanna rest also cannot.. :(
After taking medicine, I am coughing lesser and tat reduces a lot of discomfort caused by coughing (eg, chest pain, breathing difficulties etc). And of coz with mummy's love porridge and the sms-es I got fr Lubby also speed up my recovery.. hehe..
Went to see doc again in the morning coz my cough is getting bad and tummy not well.
Got another MC for today.
Went to office to check email and did some work. Din stay long. Stayed for abt 1hr and can't take it liao. The medication is making me feeling super blur and weak. Time to go home.
My ears are blocked as usual whenever I'm sick. So whateva loud sound becomes quite soft during this period of time.
Yet I couldn't even slp in peace! The upgrading construction site is sooooo noisy. After a while, it finally stopped and I tot gd I can slp in peace liao. Who noes, the aunties/uncles downstairs were playing MJ!!! So noisy that I can hear the tiles moving lor... -_- Then even the birds also wanna play trick on me. 2 birds must be flying til tired liao, found my window to rest their feet and then start chatting with each other. Can't they find another place to have their coffee session???
Finally somehow I fell aslp and yet still keep waking up by the MJ sound...
And then now rain start pouring and thunder can be heard frenquently...
Haiz wanna rest also cannot.. :(
After taking medicine, I am coughing lesser and tat reduces a lot of discomfort caused by coughing (eg, chest pain, breathing difficulties etc). And of coz with mummy's love porridge and the sms-es I got fr Lubby also speed up my recovery.. hehe..
Sunday, April 05, 2009
Rainy Sunday
It has been some time since it rained almost the whole day.
Planned to go Southern Ridge today but coz both of us fell sick on Thursday and Friday, we cancelled our adventure and decided to just nua our Sunday.
And it was a very gd day to nua coz of the rain.. haha..
But I am coughing like nobody's business again today..
Last time I only get flu and sore throat, hardly cough. But nowadays cough likes to join my sore throat and flu to attack me. :( Hate coughing... make me cannot breathe properly, make me feel so weak... sianz...
What's wrong with me...
I wanna recover fast!!!!
It has been some time since it rained almost the whole day.
Planned to go Southern Ridge today but coz both of us fell sick on Thursday and Friday, we cancelled our adventure and decided to just nua our Sunday.
And it was a very gd day to nua coz of the rain.. haha..
But I am coughing like nobody's business again today..
Last time I only get flu and sore throat, hardly cough. But nowadays cough likes to join my sore throat and flu to attack me. :( Hate coughing... make me cannot breathe properly, make me feel so weak... sianz...
What's wrong with me...
I wanna recover fast!!!!
Saturday, April 04, 2009
知道
如果你知道在某年某月某一天的某小时某分钟，在某个地点会发生某些意外，导致很多很多人受伤或死去，你会冒着生命的危险去那里尽你的全力去阻止意外的发生吗？
如果你知道世界末日将会在某年某月某一天的某小时某分钟到临，你会尽全力找一条生存的出路吗？
如果你知道世界末日到来前，你能够离开地球到另一个星球去居住，但是你必须离开你的家人、朋友，和另一群完全不认识的人到一个完全不知道的星球居住，你会去吗？
我觉得我并不是个很伟大的人。即使我知道意外发生的地点与时间，我只会告诉身边的人，叫他们千万不到到那里去。我并不会自告奋勇地去那里尝试阻止意外的发生。可以说我自私，但是我认为即使我到那里也不一定能够阻止任何意外，那不如留在家人身边，确保他们与自己的安全。
如果世界末日要到来，那我就会欣然接受。我会和心爱的家人与朋友一起度过生命的最后一秒。那么希望我们能够一起到另外的一个世界，继续我们还没走完的道路。既然全世界的人都会消失，那么就算我找到了一个安全的地方，躲起来，侥幸逃过一劫，身边的人、事、物都没有了，那我活着又有什么用呢？
要我离开心爱的人、家人和朋友到另一个完全陌生的星球居住，我想我办不到。虽然我能够保住性命，但是没有了生命中重要的人，那生存又有什么用呢？我还是会在那新的地方想念我的家人朋友，没有了他们的痛苦，有谁能忍受？是的，如果我到另一个星球去，和另一群陌生的人一起重新生活，我能够让人类继续繁殖，而不会绝迹。但是我真的没有那么伟大，会为全世界、全人类着想。
如果可以选择，我宁可什么都不知道。
如果你知道在某年某月某一天的某小时某分钟，在某个地点会发生某些意外，导致很多很多人受伤或死去，你会冒着生命的危险去那里尽你的全力去阻止意外的发生吗？
如果你知道世界末日将会在某年某月某一天的某小时某分钟到临，你会尽全力找一条生存的出路吗？
如果你知道世界末日到来前，你能够离开地球到另一个星球去居住，但是你必须离开你的家人、朋友，和另一群完全不认识的人到一个完全不知道的星球居住，你会去吗？
我觉得我并不是个很伟大的人。即使我知道意外发生的地点与时间，我只会告诉身边的人，叫他们千万不到到那里去。我并不会自告奋勇地去那里尝试阻止意外的发生。可以说我自私，但是我认为即使我到那里也不一定能够阻止任何意外，那不如留在家人身边，确保他们与自己的安全。
如果世界末日要到来，那我就会欣然接受。我会和心爱的家人与朋友一起度过生命的最后一秒。那么希望我们能够一起到另外的一个世界，继续我们还没走完的道路。既然全世界的人都会消失，那么就算我找到了一个安全的地方，躲起来，侥幸逃过一劫，身边的人、事、物都没有了，那我活着又有什么用呢？
要我离开心爱的人、家人和朋友到另一个完全陌生的星球居住，我想我办不到。虽然我能够保住性命，但是没有了生命中重要的人，那生存又有什么用呢？我还是会在那新的地方想念我的家人朋友，没有了他们的痛苦，有谁能忍受？是的，如果我到另一个星球去，和另一群陌生的人一起重新生活，我能够让人类继续繁殖，而不会绝迹。但是我真的没有那么伟大，会为全世界、全人类着想。
如果可以选择，我宁可什么都不知道。
Adidas Fans
Lubby said that I'm an Adidas fan. As long as there is 3 strips I will like. Well, I dun deny tat I simply love that brand. But I do not have a lot of their things ma. Well, I do have their cap, jackets, tops, 3/4 pants, shoes, bags and watches (no batt liao, at some corner of my room rotting..) Ops seems like quite a lot hor, no wonder Lubby say tat.. hehe.
And adding on to my Adidas collection (which I do not think is a lot anyway... I have friends who are TRUELY Adidas fans lor..), I got myself another 2 Adidas tees. Simply can't resist the UOB lady's card 20% off offer la! When on Earth will Adidas have sales like tat one.. they may haf 30% off but is always on those not so nice item, or just normal tees, but hardly dry fit or nicer looking clothes lor. So since now there is 20% off, I dun see why I should not use this gd chance to get myself some dry fit tees. :P
And thanks Lubby for sponsoring one of the tees~~ :)
Simply love my new tops, and of coz all my Adidas items I have!!! :D
Aiyo why the lighting of my room make my Adidas tees look not as nice as in real life sia..
Red tee~
Pink tee~
Friday, April 03, 2009
Sick
After lubby on mc yst, todae is my turn.
Maybe i got my virus from him.
Last night a little sore throat. This morning I felt my throat is swollen and pain. Even I dun talk, eat or drink, I can still feel the pain there.
Sianz.
Have to see a doc b4 it get worse. (coz it's already quite bad liao)
Temp a bit on the higher side. Got to be careful and not let it become fever.
Spent $60 for today's MC. Consultation fee $16, Antibiotics $36 and two more med at $4 each.
My gosh. I could have gone for a nice meal at some nice rest already lor.
Really must watch my diet and stop eating fast food tat often. Realised I been falling sick almost once every mth.
Compare to last time when I fall sick less often. Realised that the only difference is dat I eat out more, I stayed in aircon place more and I eat unhealthy food more.
Eat out more is sumthing can't be changed coz when I work, I got to eat out ma. Most of the time I still go home for dinner. Stay in aircon place also can't be changed unless my office aircon break down. Which will be worse.
Thus the only thing I can do is to stop eating all the unhealthy food tat often. It's ok to eat chocolate, fast food, deep fried food once in a while. But not too often. Unless I wanna be sick every mth or even more frequently.
But how to.. when I have a Lubby who likes to eat all these fast food and unhealthy food. And everytime he will say once in a while ma. But todae once in a while Mac, tml once in a while KFC, the next day once in a while chocolate and it goes on and on. Everyday will be eating some once in a while unhealthy food. Adds up to nv once in a while liao leh..
I noe I'm being naggy again.
But the reality shows that by eating all these so frequenty, both himself and myself fall sick very often.
So shouldn't we try to do sumthing abt this.
Well if he still wanna eat all tat, go ahead. I will eat sumwhere else without him.
My body is getting weaker nowadays. Even the doc also say how come u are here again? sore throat again?
No1 wanna be sick. But I prevent myself from falling sick as much as possible. Coz not only it is bad for my body, I might pass the virus to someone close to me and I do not want to see others fall sick too.
Maybe I put u before myself. Maybe I see ur healthy more impt than my own.
Maybe this will nv be applicable on you ba.
After lubby on mc yst, todae is my turn.
Maybe i got my virus from him.
Last night a little sore throat. This morning I felt my throat is swollen and pain. Even I dun talk, eat or drink, I can still feel the pain there.
Sianz.
Have to see a doc b4 it get worse. (coz it's already quite bad liao)
Temp a bit on the higher side. Got to be careful and not let it become fever.
Spent $60 for today's MC. Consultation fee $16, Antibiotics $36 and two more med at $4 each.
My gosh. I could have gone for a nice meal at some nice rest already lor.
Really must watch my diet and stop eating fast food tat often. Realised I been falling sick almost once every mth.
Compare to last time when I fall sick less often. Realised that the only difference is dat I eat out more, I stayed in aircon place more and I eat unhealthy food more.
Eat out more is sumthing can't be changed coz when I work, I got to eat out ma. Most of the time I still go home for dinner. Stay in aircon place also can't be changed unless my office aircon break down. Which will be worse.
Thus the only thing I can do is to stop eating all the unhealthy food tat often. It's ok to eat chocolate, fast food, deep fried food once in a while. But not too often. Unless I wanna be sick every mth or even more frequently.
But how to.. when I have a Lubby who likes to eat all these fast food and unhealthy food. And everytime he will say once in a while ma. But todae once in a while Mac, tml once in a while KFC, the next day once in a while chocolate and it goes on and on. Everyday will be eating some once in a while unhealthy food. Adds up to nv once in a while liao leh..
I noe I'm being naggy again.
But the reality shows that by eating all these so frequenty, both himself and myself fall sick very often.
So shouldn't we try to do sumthing abt this.
Well if he still wanna eat all tat, go ahead. I will eat sumwhere else without him.
My body is getting weaker nowadays. Even the doc also say how come u are here again? sore throat again?
No1 wanna be sick. But I prevent myself from falling sick as much as possible. Coz not only it is bad for my body, I might pass the virus to someone close to me and I do not want to see others fall sick too.
Maybe I put u before myself. Maybe I see ur healthy more impt than my own.
Maybe this will nv be applicable on you ba.
Thursday, April 02, 2009
Feeling Down
Been feeling down since last night.
Dunno what's wrong with me.
Guess I just need some coaxing, sayanging and sweet talking.
But where are all these when I need them.
Haiz. :(
Lubby is sick again (dunno how many times already in this year).
Better start watching his diet to stop all this sore throat, cold, fever and cough thingy. At the rate he is having MC now, dun think he has got enuff for the whole year. Summore exam is coming soon, and dun forget there is still work.
No need to worry for someone if he himself says tat he know how to take care of himself.
No need to tell someone what he should do if he himself feels tat wat he did is correct and wat u said is not true.
So pls, 小秀秀, stop telling him wat to do.
Stop nagging!!!!
Believe tat he can take care of himself. (yah right man...)
Zip my mouth for the day...
Missing him so much tat I wish he can appear in frt of me now.. :(
Been feeling down since last night.
Dunno what's wrong with me.
Guess I just need some coaxing, sayanging and sweet talking.
But where are all these when I need them.
Haiz. :(
Lubby is sick again (dunno how many times already in this year).
Better start watching his diet to stop all this sore throat, cold, fever and cough thingy. At the rate he is having MC now, dun think he has got enuff for the whole year. Summore exam is coming soon, and dun forget there is still work.
No need to worry for someone if he himself says tat he know how to take care of himself.
No need to tell someone what he should do if he himself feels tat wat he did is correct and wat u said is not true.
So pls, 小秀秀, stop telling him wat to do.
Stop nagging!!!!
Believe tat he can take care of himself. (yah right man...)
Zip my mouth for the day...
Missing him so much tat I wish he can appear in frt of me now.. :(
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