Blue Blue Monster

Woke up this morning and washed up my wound. And realised that there was a hole at one end of the stitch.. the hole is not v deep, just a shallow one.. but it makes me worry.. did the stitch break causing the hole?

Called up the clinic and the nurse asked me to go down and let doc check again since it's very hard to conclude anything on the line.

Went down in the afternoon and apparently the stitch broke and the wound opened up! OMG! I was like huh! wat happen? wat did I do? Nurse said that because it's near to the mouth and thus movements might pull the stitch and broke it.

Doc said that we could jsut leave it like tat, but then, better stitch again la.

OMG.. I had to go thru the pain of the injection again!

First the doc pulled out the stitch from my wound JUST LIKE TAT. I felt as if my skin is coming out!

Then he told me tat yst he wanted to stitch the blue stitch for me which is stronger than the dissolvable one he used but coz they felt that the surgery was beautifully done and thus didn't do so. However it seems like my wound is not coorperative enough ba.. haha. Anyway he started by injecting again and again my tear rolled down automatically though I've tried very hard to control. It seemed like the pain is so sharp tat I can't seem to be able to do anything. And funny enuff, only my right eye dropped a tear! then comes the stitching part.. think the med have yet to take effect and thus I could feel a bit pain during the stitch.. and tada, I have a blue stitch on my wound now!

When it was done, the doc left before they took away the thing tat put on my eyes and I didnt get to say thank you to him AGAIN! But heng ar! He came back to get sumthing and I quickly said thank you doctor before he left again. And his reply was 'welcome! Thank you for coming!'haha

I've been trying super hard not to talk too much and not to luff.. but knowing tat I'm not supposed to luff, sumhow I just wanna luff more at even very stupid and lame things. Luffing at myself for not being able to do things tat are jsut so simple, like sucking fr a straw! But I could feel a bit pain when I luff or talk too fast and thus I have to control control!!!

And thank you my lubby for getting me birdnest and he heard that it was gd for skin! :)

Goodbye My Fren

I bid goodbye to a fren who has been with me for 20+ years.

When I was in Beijing, we were at this place to listen to some feng shui thingy. After listening, the feng shui master tok to me and my fren. And he asked me to remove my mole because it is big and it is not doing me any good. So I told him tat when I was a little girl, my mum brought me to those facial places to remove it (just using some cream) but I fell sick for a long time. And thus the mole just stayed there for many years. The feng shui master replied tat happened when I was young, now I grow up liao is a different case.

Well he does not provide any mole removeral services, so he can't be saying tat just to earn my money rite.. and it doesnt do him any gd to bluff me anyway.. thus I concluded that what he said is true. Moreover he is a very famous feng shui master (but I forgot his name liao..). He was invited to come to SG to SAVE Suntec after it was built and opened but yet no biz.. and thus he suggested to haf the fountain of wealth and now Suntec is totally different fr the start~!

I talked to my mum abt it and she is ok with it. She told me tat last year when we were in TW, we were at this feng shui related place too and the guy calculated that I will haf 血光之灾 this year and must be careful. So my mum felt that doing the mole removeral surgery is another way of letting it happen which is gd too la.

Thus I asked my frens Jo and Cyn who had done mole removeral recently for recommendation. Called the aesthetic clinic this morning and made appt. And they asked me to go down today as the next 2 days are full already. And since I'm someone who is impatient and once I set my mind on doing sumthing, I cant wait to do it! And there I was, at the clinic at International Building with my mum in the afternoon.

Dr Ng is a gentle man whose complexion is damn gd and fair la.. well of coz he must look gd if not no1 will believe and trust him right? He said tat my mole is quite big and explained that the risks invovled. There might be scarring.. but most of the cases would not haf.. and since my mole is on the area between my upper lip and nose, and it is big (0.6cm in diameter) so after stitching the lower skin might be pulled up a bit. Other than tat, there shouldnt be any problem.

Since I have set my mind in getting it done, I went ahead with the 20+ minute surgery at the clinic. It was really scary. I lied on the op bed and then they put sumthing on my eyes so tat I cant open them. Then he cleaned my face and inject! OMG! The injection is DAMN painful!!! my tears AUTO rolled down lor.. :'( But after that I dun feel anything at all. Then I feel things poking me but I dunno wat it is. Then next thing I know is I smelt some Chao Ta smell while Dr Ng use sumthing to poke my mole. And then I felt needle and thread and next thing I know is he is stitching already. Everytime he stitch and pull the needle and thread, I could feel my skin being pulled up! haha.

The nurses told the doc tat it is a beautiful job~ :D happy happy~

When it was done, I was still blur blur and din even noe. Dr Ng went off and I wasnt in time to thank him! Woke up and saw bloody cutton bud next to the op bed. SCARY! And then next I saw my old fren lying on a cotton pad. I requested to bring it home as it has been part of me for 20+ years! I saw her grow up, from a small little dot to a big fat one with diameter of 0.6cm which makes Dr Ng kept saying 'your mole is quite big' before and during surgery. haha.

I cant talk too much or luff or smile coz any movement will cause the wound to move and thus bleed. I cant even eat things that are too hard. And for the time being I will need to say no to my fav seafood! and anything tat is black colour.. But I dun mind small sacrifice for a pretty face and lucky future! :P

Just now my mum told me tat my dad and her will pay for the surgery as they are the one who gif birth to a girl with a mole. So funny. Thank you mummy and daddy! :)

Below are some photos of how my wound look like and how my old fren looks nice. Well sad to say but I seriously feel tat my old fren looks disgusting! :x Pls be prepared for some upsetting photos below. You may wish to skip the pictures. :)

Children Melt My Heart

The things tat children ard did really melts my heart.

Just for example, everytime Ryan will call me and asks me to play with him, anytime, anywhere.

When I was in China last wk, he asked Lubby's mum if she could help to call Auntie Vivian. Auntie explained to him tat I was not in SG but Beijing and he asked where Beijing is. And Auntie explained tat it is far far away.haha.

Another day he called to talk to his grandpa and requested to go to his hse. And then he asked for Uncle Kenny. After talking a little while with Uncle Kenny, he asked, 'Can I speak to Auntie Vivian?' haha~ His intention of speaking to Lubby is to tok to me! wahaha!

Everytime when we bid goodbye, he will always hug and kiss me. His hug is always soooooooo hard and warm. :) Nv fail to melt my heart everytime. :)

And even Little Celest. She let me carry her, let me play with her and after some time, she will automatically come and find me!~ I still remember, just now she was in recreation room in our office and I went out. When I went back into the room and she saw me, she came towards me and find me! Tat really melted my heart! When I was playing foosball, she always came to look for me~ and she will always ask me to carry her when she wanna see some toys etc.. Maybe coz she noes tat I dote on her and I will always carry her. Maybe I have the ' I will buy/do anything for you' face when Im with her. Still can rem the other time when she wanna go walk walk, she actually passed me my bag before bringing me to go and walk and look for her princess! haha..

How not to love children? :P

Ugly Doll -- OX

We saw the ugly dolls at one of the shops at Raffles City abt 1+ years ago.. We found it super cute and wanted to get it but when we saw the price, we walked off. A shop little one which is the size of a key chain costs more than $20 and a huggable one costs abt $80 or so..

Some time back, we came across these ugly dolls again at Action City. We have been loving the one with a 'X' eye all along but we couldnt find a small size one.

Todae Lubby took half day off to spend time with me before I fly off to China tmr night. And we went to search for our ugly doll.

Finally we found it at Vivo Action City. The bigger size one has soooooo many colours.. blue, green, orange, yellow, pink etc.. but the smaller size one has only one colour left! I was quite sad coz I wanted a pink one but they only haf the bigger size! And I dun want a bigger size coz it's too big to be carried ard in my bag!

Thus we got the blue one and I will bring it to China tmr~!~~

When I see OX I will think of Lubby! thanks Lubby for the gift~ :)

*My mum and my brothers say tat OX is very dirty and my brother actually asked if he is 2nd hand! :( This is the original colour of OX.. all the smaller size ones are of 'dirty' colour la... :( Whether he is dirty colour anot.. i still heart him lots~

Fun Day

Went to meet Lubby and family at Taka this morning. They wanted to go there as Taka is having storewide sales. Being super frequent shoppers of Taka, and though they have already been there for many times for the past few days coz of the sales, they still wanted to go todae.

As the donut stall at basement was having some sale and we saw some really cute donuts.. we bought a pinky bear for little Ryan~

He was wearing the cute 'I'm tired' tee from us! Too bad I forgot to take photo with him again!!!! :( And he was so cheeky that he kept taking different clothes and said that 'this looks better' etc. haha.

And while we were still shopping at the Nautica, he already told me tat 'later we walk straight to there' and point to the toys section. haha. Anyway saw a bag that is pretty and wanted to get as they haf 10% off, 15% additional off for taka card! And Uncle and Auntie were so nice to actually buy the bag for me! I got the smaller size one while Auntie and Noreen Jie each got the bigger size one. :)

Then once we left Nautica, Ryan pulled, yes really pulled, me to the toy section. He was keeping himself busy with the psp, playstation etc. After some time, we left for another section and I got to entertain him by playing with him (well I enjoyed that la..).. so we were 'running' ard the whole departmental stall.. haha.

After tat, we went to Tampopo for lunch. First time there though I have already heard so much abt their ramen. Tried the Ramen with black pig, some tempura thingy set. The ramen is so QQ~~~~ And the black pig is so yummy!!!! The tempura for prawn is quite big and the asparagus is sooooooooooooo SWEET!

Poor little Ryan was not feeling well by then coz of his sensitive nose which trigger his cough.. hope he is feeling better now. Anyway as he requested to sit in Lubby's car rather than Uncle and Auntie's car, we drove him and Noreen Jie to their new hse as they gotta sign some documents. The cheeky boy chose to sat in front and so we were 'forced' to sit at the back.

Had so much fun with my fav boy though he is sooo cheeky! haha.

New Accessories

Had been wanting to get a casing for my omnia II but the original leather casing was out of stock when we checked the other time.. and anyway it should be quite expensive also la..

Lubby searched and found a not bad looking casing online and so he bought for me.

Only to receive it and found it to be a little different from what we saw on the online picture.

But it is still pretty coz is pink! Metallic pink!

Then we were at Iluma and he saw a white casing and found it quite nice and thus got it for me too. And so now I haf 2 casing! And I can change it as and when I want to and maybe to match my clothes or bag etc.

And at the same stall, I saw the stickers for ezlink card and so decided to get. Was deciding what to get as there are sooooooo many to choose from and lubby pointed out the Little Miss Piggy which I find it cute also.. so I got tat for myself. And I wanted to get one for him too, though I think he use his ezlink card..er.. maybe.. once a year or not at all.. and yt said that the Mr Wateva suits him.. haha so I got tat for him! Haf yet to stick.. will ask Lubby to help stick~

第一次拔罐

头痛了好几天，今天一早去看中医。

中医师说我身体里有很多寒气，肩膀很硬，便说得拔罐！

我的第一个反应是。会痛吗？

因为看过爸爸的身体全是一个个圆圈，还变得黑青！所以心里有些怕怕~！

但是，还好啦，不会很痛。之后医师帮我按摸，推推。

这三个圈圈会跟着我至少一个星期吧~

我的价值

要走了，上头并没有和我‘聊天’，没有想要‘挽留’我的意思。

虽然，并不是说他们说任何东西，我就不会走。

但是，不是应该了解一下员工的心情吗？

听朋友说，他们要离开公司，老板都会和他们聊聊，找出问题的存在。

但是，我的呢？

我想，就这么看来，就知道我的价值有多‘高’了。

对这公司而言，有没有我的存在，都没有任何影响。

需要我做他们要的东西时，就把我说的天那么高，神那么厉害。当我要离开时，就完全不把我放在眼里。

在这里做了两年多，换来的就只有这样的待遇。

心，淡了。

这一再证明了我为什么觉得热忱已经消失了，为什么对这里完全没有归属感。

反正，对他们而言，没有人是无可取代的。

Our Home

Yes, we haf gotten our preferred unit for our future home at Punggol Residences!

Everyone in frt of our que number sumhow just prefer the units that near to MRT, face the sea, and facing North West.

We on the other hand, prefer the units facing South West.

Though we may not be able to see the sea, which most likely will only last for a year or so, but I'm pretty sure that our hse will be so much cooler. I used to stay at a unit with the afternoon sun at my room. The room was always burning hot every afternoon. Even if we switch on the air con til 18 degree, we still felt as if we were in the oven. It's really that jialat.

Thus, when we choose the units for our future home, we are careful with the direction that it is facing as I do not want to enter an oven every evening. We also did not choose the top floor which might be hot as heat might come in fr the top/

The unit we chose, though will still haf some afternoon sun but it will be much cooler! We wanted to get the South East unit but it is just next to the pavailion where all the weddings, funerals or any other events will be held. Kids will also be playing at that area. So in order not to be too disturbed by the noise from there, we decided not to get that good facing unit.

Anyway it is also good tat no1 fight with us on the units we prefer.

And so there we are, having our preferred unit on the 15th floor. And we are one step closer to our future!

I cant wait for it to be ready!!!